They are Not You

What happens when all is lost?
Hope, Love,
Serenity of my mind
Where my gaze would fall upon your face
Words would pass with gentle ease
You may have forgotten the breeze
But she hasn't forgotten you, She holds you and every moment you're in very close
Every time the sky burns gold,
You must know
Even the breeze thinks of you
your smile, your eyes ..

I can hear her roaring, she's growing wilder
Did you hear her scream, her shatter through the trees
As my heart shatters, each time she howls
The sky feels me, its exploding in divine agony
tearing the silence apart
her tempest rage
The earth beneath me trembles
As do I
Before I split and break into a million lightening shards
Thunder rips the brooding sky

I could write a book about your eyes

Forgotten smiles under the massive oak,
A special kind
Flowing straight from the centres of the heart
Reaching upto the unbroken sky
Pulling life out of such endless depths with a force
Not even 'God' would deny

Because in that moment,
there were no more lies
And I,
stood no chance in face of the blinding Truth
It holds me together
Your laughter echoes still, through the silent mountains

I've been travelling through time, floating in the atmosphere, atoms scattered across space,
The endless circular motion

It all collides, crashing together
The blast of stars reverses itself
Not often..,
Only every time i look at you
Your sounds, your sound, your breath , your darkness , your light
I wish you could absorb me for I would be lost in you forever

Just always remember most beautiful,
Your light is Mighty
To lose it would be cheating this world..
Of all its beauty..

The Lone Wolf's Moon

Blow out the flame

Bring an endless night, steeped in darkness 

Floating in space 

No more do I try and erase 

Creased sheets, tender veins 

Broken glasses, wine stained
A quiet sound of his breath, the scent of his flesh is still raw on my skin
Unknowingly I stumble upon
Wherever the fire blazes brightest,
A moment of magic
Inside the gentle bends of a black rose

The wolf is wounded, wandering in the wilderness
Blood smears the virgin snow,
Drawn into every familiar fence, only to get cut again and again
that barbed wire, digging deeper and deeper
She can barely stand,
But she still searches for his smell
Which she remembers very well

Which she Remembers very well~


A deep grey cloud grazes past the silver moon

Did you hear him laugh, universe?

For even in the starkness of Silence, his laughter sings 

Its delicate,

 as snow brushes the earth 

Light meshed of moon and sun, gets caught
I can Even inhale it, as the air 

It makes me fly, as if I become the wind 

And it will make me Dance,
until life's bass-line stops

Yet, it can slice as if it were a steel sword
As fire it can melt, billowing like a dragon's roar
Countless arrows it can bury deep
Bleeding, barely breathing


Maybe he is only the Madness of stars

or perhaps just the echoing loneliness of the moon in my window,
There is No control 

Infront of such immense black beauty
I surrender 

Tell them you came and saw, 
and looked into my eyes

Make no mistake, When mighty Winter comes
The howling will have begun,
and as the long night descends, one must not forget

No matter the holes in her soul,  The lone wolf still has claws

As long and sharp as yours
As long and sharp as yours

Death like Silence

As Jim said, 

Death makes angels of us all 

And gives us wings where we had shoulders 

Smooth as ravens claws..

The endless ocean of suffering, 

Is there all that there is? 

Cold, cold water surrounds me 

 Waves got me,  they have me 

Drowning in all the love I've ever felt 

Let me drown then 



You may deprive me of whatever I possess, for my greed instigated the amassing of wealth 
and you are entitled to my lot, if it will satisfy you.

For death brings silence, Numbing all the pain 

Death of the soul, 

 Shining light turning into dust 



You may do unto me whatever you wish, but you shall not be able to touch my Truth.

Go on then, annihilate me 

Let the heavens bleed, all angels are dead

Their wings torn, splattered red 

No one heard them whimper, or take that racked breath 

Pure hearts shall be slaughtered with no mercy 

Their remains will then be burnt 

Scattered across the sea, 

 A death like silence would fall 

And so the light became the darkness.

You may tie hands with chains and my feet with shackles and put me 
In a dark prison, but who shall not enslave my thinking,
For it is Free,
Like the breeze in the spacious sky


~

I asked a question some time  before, 

Does this darkness have a name?

It's my name 

light to light
ashes to ashes
dust, finally to dust

All The Lost Light

Look deep into the eyes,

Of the pretty child shaking dreams from her hair 

Watch  tangled stars fall to her soft pink feet 

Beneath which silver streams flow 

Chasing lilac butterflies 

As they gently pave a way 

white gold trees, crystal breeze

Where did she go? 

She was here a minute ago, yes she,

 sunburnt eyes, flaming red 

Consumed by the fire 

Is she dead? 

or just fast asleep in a rose cotton bed 

Breathing blissfully, 

tender palette of pink and red 

petals all around her nestled head

But a roaring storm rolls forth, 

Lightening strikes like shards of glass from up north

Billowing wind begins to howl

Awaking creatures of the night 

Predators of all things made of light
Hungry for blood, starved of love
Emerged from the black hole
Darkness their only name,
The devastatingly beautiful game




Watching her breathe,
a stray stand fluttered upon  her rosy silken cheek
For a second the lust for blood dissolved
Because even those, who were so cold
 all they wanted
was to touch her face
As if it would warm them
Perhaps only for a moment
The warmth of her
would but for a second, heat their icy numb souls




For they too, once glowed
From behind the mountain, like a forever rising sun
They shone
Even through the silent night, velvet hour
Their pale light echoed from the centre of a silver moon
the Only sound of music was their laughter



And there she was, breaking into stars
Dressed in pearly white, dancing in the centre, holding their gaze,
Temptations ran high, exploding the sky

Danger on the edge of the mountain
,The cages ripped open, animals set free

With the urge, a powerful surge
The wind swirled , every time she moved
with each graceful spin the trees too swayed alongside
As they watched how the moon bathed her
 porcelain skin


They couldn't resist her,
They couldn't tame her
So they pulled her closer
One by one
Devoured her soul
Tainted her mind
 with all things dark yet most divine
So only they would see her shine
She fell in love with all their darkest parts, in hope to save their golden light

You wouldn't find her easily, as she's taken refuge in the forest
But if you do find her
 chasing lilac butterflies, laughing with wild roses
 Look again, deep into her eyes
Its where she saves all their lost light
All the Lost Light

~

Come Closer

cracks crevices , the edge , steely sharp peaks 

reaching out , tumbling down, ever green, naked brown 

the bare chest of the mountain throbs with a beating heart 

come closer

never did i see, quilted beneath trees,  a cliff's eyes, the faces hidden underneath

the thought of them without the warmth of trees always made me sad

but never had i seen 

the mountain's withered lines, rivulets trickle down as unseen tears they weep 

come closer 

This path is treacherous 
Stains of grey, pain bleeds from eyes
As if all they see is an everlasting winter
They don't remember the heat, or if they were aflame with a slow burning fire
Igniting her soul

Slowly buried under snow
Frozen heart, famished veins
Icy bones, Pale skin
She wanes like the moon within
But you will never know 
For she never will show 
The silent sorrow of the willow that weeps
A crying dove with the broken wing
The sighing white birch, swaying once again
Persuasive forbidding wind
Will you ever feel?
The soft sound of autumn leaves 
as they fall gracefully back to their ground

Always & Never Alone- The Forest Queen

Whimpering with pain, aching bones

Rattled breath 

The heart keeps breaking, until only shining light is left

A kind so bright, pushes through you

Widening your seems

Cut. Rip. Tear.




The Soul is bare
Famished,Craving
the scent of moonbeams in your hair

The Silence inside me, is woven by your fingers 

Like a silver laced epiphany 

Deep deep down, Far far in 

Way back into my soul

The desire still emits heat, blood rushes; The Thrusting Beat 

A fire still burns, charring my tender skin, from an insatiable hunger within 

There is no slowing the spinning of multiverses inside,

Dangling from the moon, weaving starry wands 

She wanders where the river flows, 

Gliding through wheat fields, Reconciling with forests, in meadows bathed in gold 

The magic is seen, merging with the scene 

So it may seem, just as a dream

Forever lost in the wild,

The Forest Queen ~

An Unceasing Fire, Moonlit Eyes

As I lay on a soft white rock

Breathing slow, real slow

taking in all the many shades of green, trees older than me 

They were lost in a sway 

And they seemed to be calling me, closer 

We began to waltz 

As I lay on a soft white rock,

The forest smelt sweet, 

all the leaves giggled at me, shimmering with the breeze 

Each tree has a tale to tell

Listen, 

Each tree has a heartbeat and breathes,

I could tell you that of certain, 

They breathed with me,

I felt the branches rise and fall , as did the air in my lungs  

Was it you? Beautiful one, to leave me with such a sorrow 

For now all i see, is the lonesome corners of a deep green forest 

Did you know? The trees ,  see me and they see you through me 

As though you might be forever embedded in every atom within me

Shards of glass couldn't bleed me dry of your essence coiling and recoiling inside 

Your hand on my face, was all but a touch of grace 

It leaves an invisible trace 

Like lines of wounded poetry 

Silently Resonates 

The everlasting hunger 

~

Behind my eyes, An expanding universe resides
An infinity pool of frequencies
I watch as they come closer and engulf me
And I am all but a floating vibration of energy
Revealing a sea of stars under the snowy flesh
 cracks widen, oozing moonlight



Behind my eyes, between dark & light
A waterfall of white light subsides
The Pain of losing you
Diamond Rain pushes me through
As the lotus releases her serene scent
She blooms and I Erupt
Into atoms of Light

You. If you wander alone in the forests,
Bend down and smell the wild lily
For she would whisper to you
A song without words
And you may feel a little closer to me

For I made a evergreen tune for you
With all of the heavenly elements
As you deserve nothing less
than a  milky way of bleeding stars

I choose to kiss you in the wind, for the wind is gentler than my lips

I choose to hold you in my dreams, for in my dreams, 
You have no end ~